Lethargic

  --That's a word one typically uses for a dog on its last legs, but that's what I've been today.

  Woke up very early, like 7:30/8:00 AM. My body won't let me sleep in anymore, even when I stay up late. F*cking absurd, I know. What can you do? Played a little Animal Crossing: New Leaf, Tried animating, seemed boring. I might try to draw when I'm done making this post.

  

  I'm real glad that at least some channel on TV right now manages to play TXF every Tuesday, at least. It's nice having that to look forward to, if nothing else.

  I don't think I'm bummed out, exactly. I've run out of stamina to be full blown depressed and all that. Where does that get you, anyway? One or two concerned looks, maybe. Then after a while, people just perceive that as simply who you are now. To the people at my college, I'm always the person with rings under their eyes, sweating, avoiding eye contact, and constantly smearing my clammy palms on my jeans. I mean, I can't control who I am. I've learned, however, that if you can manage it, don't be so whiny and petulant. Do what you can.