Quiet Day

  So I took my Vyvanse med today so I could do lots of art, and be happy. Those are good reasons, right? I just hope it won't cause insomnia again because I took it a bit later than it was recommended(like 9 AM). Later made pancakes for my two younger sisters. Also, I was originally going to go to NYC today with dad again to practice the commute I'm going to make every school day soon, but I opted out last night. And anyway, when I woke up this morning, by dad was too tired to go to work today himself, so he slept in. So neither of us went. It's whatever I guess. I don't like NYC at all and it annoys me to no end.

  Aside from doing lots of art, I hope to start writing tons again. I'm even taking some kind of a Writing 101 course in college. That could help jump start me. Creative writing used to be so much fun. I mean, it still is--I just need help figuring out what to write about.

  Ugh, now I'm starting to feel all bummy. That's the downside to this med now, for whatever reason. It makes me sad and tired after a few hours. The dosage is like 10 mg higher than comfortable for me too. If it were lower, it might not do this. I have asked my mom about lowering it, but then she starts making a big deal about how much work it is to call up, order it, make sure insurance covers it, and pick it up from the pharmacy. So it's not an option really. :( I just have to deal for now.

  But, a neat thing: I did draw this Sia in Paint Tool Sai today...